Microsoft co-founder Bill Gates has recently shared that he did not feel truly successful for decades, despite becoming a billionaire at age 31.
Speaking to CNBC "Make It," Gates revealed that it wasn't until 1998, when he was 42 years old, that he started to feel comfortable with his achievements and the success of Microsoft.
"I wouldn't say that I felt comfortable that we were successful until about 1998 or so," Gates said.
Gates' journey to success was far from easy. He worked tirelessly, often putting in 80-hour weeks, coding software and worrying that one mistake could cost Microsoft its place in the rapidly growing personal computer industry.
It wasn't until the late 90s that he realized Microsoft could afford to make mistakes without jeopardizing its success.
"Not until the late-90s did I feel like, 'Wow, we can even make a few mistakes and still be OK,'" he continued.
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By that time, Microsoft was the world's most valuable public company, with Gates himself being the wealthiest person in the world, valued at $58 billion.
Despite this success, Gates admits that for many years, he struggled with feelings of anxiety and fear of failure.
He was constantly running scared and found it difficult to celebrate milestones or reflect on the company's growth. He even avoided commemorating company anniversaries, fearing that doing so might lead to complacency.
Gates' intense focus on work, while integral to his company's growth, took a toll on his mental well-being.
According to INC, he now acknowledges that balance is key, and his new memoir, "Source Code," reflects on both his personal and professional journey.
The memoir not only recounts the creation of Microsoft but also touches on his personal growth, including his experiences from childhood and early days as an entrepreneur.
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